Showing posts from November, 2019

my response to inquiring minds about Randy's suicide

Original Post November 19, 2019

My Son's Funeral

Original Post November 19, 2019 Sensei says funerals are not really for the dead. "They are for those left behind. The dead are long gone by the time a funeral is held." It's necessary for me spiritually as both a witness and a testimony to comment on my son's private funeral. The ceremony which I was not invited to attend and the public memorial  service which I was advised it better for all concerned if I not attend.  Why?  Sophisticated  Pagans grounded in the loftiest vain philosophy along with the religious practioners honed in the finest traditions of men > both sides steeped in the rudiments of this world  were there gathered in one accord at my son's funeral. All like minded in union sharing in love and in great comfort. Knowing my dear son is at home with them in altruistic pluralism.  These kind felt me undesirable.  Praise God! 2 Corinthians 2:16   King James Version (KJV) 16  To the one we are the savour of death unto dea

SUICIDE: Let's talk about Christians, especially Pastors who kill themselves - my son included

On Friday morning, November 15, 2019 at 5:07 AM EST I was informed that my son a decorated combat Ranger Battalion infantry officer who was also a church pastor had killed himself in his church office the evening before. I was devastated. This horrific experience ranked the worst in my life. I couldn’t breathe as my oldest son gave me the details. The purpose of this Blog is three fold. 1. To provide a brief heartfelt eulogy to this great man who loved Jesus Christ with all of this heart and had faithfully served God, his family, his community and his country. My son had forfeited a brilliant Army career, forsaking lucrative bonuses to follow the low income non glorified career as a small chapel pastor. 2. To provide closure from a physical standpoint - for me personally - as to why this great man finally had succumbed to the horrific physical pain from injuries sustained in Afghanistan, mental pain of severe diagnosed PTSD that I had also painfully witnessed first

Vatican United Nations in Pro Abortion Alliance

Vatican United Nations in Pro Abortion Alliance Please open following link for more information. Here's the evil behind the seemingly pure motives of female health and family planning my personal experience in Vietnam:

My Bible study the Day after my Son killed himself

My Bible study this morning which happens to be the morning after I was informed my son, an incredible combat decorated US Army officer had killed himself. Job 13:15 King James Version (KJV) 15 Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways before him. "Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him, v. 15. This is a high expression of faith, and what we should all labour to come up to—to trust in God, though he slay us, that is, we must be well pleased with God as a friend even when he seems to come forth against us as an enemy, ch. 23:8-10 . We must believe that all shall work for good to us even when all seems to make against us, Jer. 24:5 . We must proceed and persevere in the way of our duty, though it cost us all that is dear to us in this world, even life itself, Heb. 11:35 . We must depend upon the performance of the promise when all the ways leading to it are shut up, Rom. 4:18 . We must rejoice in God when we have nothing else to rejoi

The Idolatry bait and switch of the Catholic Church

Matthew 12:26 KJV And if Satan cast out Satan, he is divided against himself; how shall then his kingdom stand? The most divisive trickery of Satan before our very eyes. Hagelian Dialectic in plain sight. Here the Catholic faithful rightly destroy outrageous idols promoted by the Pope: Here the Catholic priest rightly burns the pagan idols. However, he does so in front of and in veneration of another pagan idol:  The picture of the Virgin Mary LA VIRGIN DE GUADALUPE JUMPING OUT OF THE PROVERBIAL PAN INTO THE FIRE... More details on this idolatry Find Jesus Now.   Stop following the idolary of the Catholic Church.