I glory in my infirmities #Hallelujah #Maranatha



A most profound and deeply personal revelation has been developing in my life and I’m compelled in the spirit to share with the body of Christ.  

God knows my heart and purpose for writing these words and that is I wish to equip and encourage the Saints for the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ to whom be the glory forever, Amen.

53 years ago, in December 1967, I suffered a terrible personal medical tragedy which handicapped me in many ways and severely altered my life. I spent several days in the hospital praying for a miracle, but none came. The sobering day on that cold dark winter day in Boulder, Colorado in January 1968 when the chief surgeon informed me there was nothing medically possible for me and I’d spend the rest of my life with a debilitating handicap.

Fast forward to June 2021. I was informed by a doctor during a routine medical exam that there was new technology at hand that could correct my problem completely. I became extremely excited and thought I had received a breakthrough and would be restored. However on July 21, 2021 after consulting with the surgeon specializing in my case,  I was informed that although medical technology was available, the medical risks and complications in my case (most likely my age) was very strongly not recommended. In fact, the surgeon rejected the notion of even considering this option. Even though I had been cautioned not to get my hopes too high, I must admit that I was floored. More specifically, I felt like someone just kicked me in the stomach and as I was falling to the floor they added a boot to the head for good measure. The pious arrogance of the surgeon’s expression added salt to the wound.

That night after dinner I prayed in earnest for our Heavenly Father to reveal what I had just experienced and why in the world I was lifted up unexpectedly - just to get kicked in the face. ESSENTIAL NOTE: It was not until I surrendered my self pity and began praising the Heavenly Father did the answer clearly come to me and bless me... ( 1 Thessalonians 5:18

“In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.”

King James Version (KJV) )


Here’s what the Holy Spirit revealed to me and this is the meat I want to share:

Before my accident in 1967, I was extremely proud and confident. I had a perfectly fine physical body and a sharp mind. After being broken down and suffering physically and emotionally for 40 years - in 2008, I received a completely different commission from God The Father, Though The Lord Jesus Christ, in the Holy Spirit to sell everything and travel overseas on a Missionary Journey. See notes below on the significance of the number 40. There was no way humanly possible I could have ever completed what I completed in my own natural strength or ability.

Thirteen years later, in 2021 which was 53 years after that dreadful day in 1967, I was told my case was truly hopeless even though medical science had made major advancements. See notes below on the significance of the number 53.

While in Bible study this morning the Holy Spirit further revealed the following scriptures and if we put this all together we can learn that our Christian walk is NEVER about us personally. Not about our feelings, strength, mental prowess, or anything in the flesh. But rather our Christian walk is all about Christ Jesus and our service and calling to Him. Praise God! Maranatha!

2 Corinthians 11:30
King James Version

30 If I must needs glory, I will glory of the things which concern mine infirmities.

Philippians 3:14
King James Version

14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

2 Corinthians 12:9
King James Version

9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.



From and including: Wednesday, December 27, 1967

To, but not including Saturday, March 8, 2008
Result: 14,682 days

It is 14,682 days from the start date to the end date, but not including the end date.

Or 40 years, 2 months, 10 days excluding the end date.

Or 482 months, 10 days excluding the end date

40 - a number of cleansing/preparation - God used 40 days of flood to both cleanse the earth of sin and save the remnant. Note: verse 7:4 has seven and four mentioned in the text - Gen 7:4 "For after seven more days, I will send rain on the earth forty days and forty nights... "

40 - Moses spent 40 years in wilderness - Note the verse reference of 7:30 relating it to #73 and #777 which is a number of sanctification. - Act 7:30 "After forty years had passed, AN ANGEL APPEARED TO HIM IN THE WILDERNESS OF MOUNT Sinai, IN THE FLAME OF A BURNING THORN BUSH.

40 - a time of preparation - Gen 50:3 Now forty days were required for it, for such is the period required for embalming

40 - calling from the wilderness - Isaiah - Isa 40:3 A voice is calling, "Clear the way for the LORD in the wilderness; Make smooth in the desert a highway for our God.

40 end of the age/at an appointed time - Dan 11:40 "At the end time the king of the South will collide with him.

40 testing God/resulting wilderness years - Num 14:34 'According to the number of days which you spied out the land, forty days, for every day you shall bear your guilt a year, even forty years...

40 - testing/trials - Heb 3:9 where your fathers tried me by testing me, and saw my works for forty years.

40 - a time of preparation - 1Cor 14:40 But all things must be done properly and in an orderly manner

40 - the end of wandering - When we accept Jesus as our Lord and savior, our wilderness wandering ends - John 11:40 ...if you believe, you will see the glory of God?"




Biblical reference

Isaiah 53 refers to Jesus Christ as the suffering servant who is horribly repressed. In the end, he is rewarded. Jesus Christ is the perfect servant. The word "perfect" is used 53 times in the Bible. Jesus Christ is the “rescuer”. The word " rescuer" is used 53 times in the Bible. Also, the term " I am" is used 53 times in the Gospel of John. In addition, the word "Pastor" is used 53 times in the New Testament and 53 times in the Old Testament . On earth, the number 53 represents Jesus Christ : Perfectly human being (5) and perfectly God (3). 53 is an indivisible number, as human beings we are indivisible with God. The number 53 represents the perfect life on earth: A man whose conscience is led by the Holy Spirit of God, the life of Jesus Christ. Our destiny is to reach that perfection.

It turns out that the 4 Gospels present Jesus Christ as the Perfect Servant, the Rescuer, the Pastor and God himself. Mathew presents Jesus Christ as the Rescuer. Mark presents him as the Servant. Luke presents him as the Pastor . And John presents him as God.

The number 8 ( 5 + 3)

The number 8 represents the new beginning, the creation. It represents the resurrection; Jesus Christ was seen 8 times after his resurrection. After our death, the 5 and 3 will be reunited forever for the new beginning of the life in the eternity.


Days Calculator: Days Between Two Dates

How many days, months, and years are there between two dates?

From and including: Wednesday, December 27, 1967

To and including: Wednesday, July 21, 2021

Result: 19,566 days

It is 19,566 days from the start date to the end date, end date included.

Or 53 years, 6 months, 25 days including the end date.

Or 642 months, 25 days including the end date.

Alternative time units

19,566 days can be converted to one of these units:

1,690,502,400 seconds

28,175,040 minutes

469,584 hours

19,566 days

2795 weeks and 1 day

5360.55% of a common year (365 days


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